valintineofdeath

I have been distant from this page lately. I am sorry for that. I have been through a lot and hope to finally find peace with all that i have been through. For those of you still on this page let me update you. 2 months ago My father died and I shut down, it hurts so much to be in the world with out him, that i cant even stand it. Under that huge experience, i have been doing my best to go to school, and stay in school. I hope to finish in the year. I really do not like school but it is what has to be done. I am almost there. Third I found out that my friends have been talking about me behind my back so i cut them off. i dropped them, and i am working on building myself back up. I still allow them to hurt me even after they are gone but i'm working on that........ I have been a terrible person in the past but that no longer defines who I am. Today i am a better person and will continue to be better

I am back from Fanatiku fest in Utah, and I have won best novice performance.They also pulled me aside and told me that i am no longer a novice cosplayer. I am now moved up to medium grade level and a journeyman. i hope to make more cosplays in the future and become better at what i do. I also won tickets to a convention in October, so i hope to show off my skill there and be noticed for what i can do. I  am so fired up.

new year new life. I have so many cosplays that I want to do this year its so fucking awesome!!